la vie avec amour

Lifez

2007-11-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

Just celebrate finished my 24th birthday, an mid 20s guy already yet still schooling. Haiz. Need to BUCK up and faster finish my sch wif good grades and earn tons of money. Hmm....seem like life have change alot after my army and when sch started. Got it's pro and cons, however like my e-mail tag, the only thing that never change is change itself. Hope thing changes for the good.

My beloved Gf.

2007-08-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

My gf,

She maybe quiet and not out-spoken but
She is brave at times and stand by me.
She maybe sticky at times but
She care about me and concern about how i feel.
She maybe lazy but
She is smart at times that she woke me out of my thoughts.
She maybe a dreamer but
She can be clear about things going around her and me.
She maybe shopping online very often and spending alot but
She doesn't spend my money online.
She maybe not pretty but
She is the one i Love.

She is just my girlfriend.

Just a thought:
There are things in life you may need to reflect upon your ownself and to really think if you actually have think of it at all. Knowing your own mistake is the greatest lesson one could have learn. Have you ever thought what mistake you actually could have committed in a situation and embrace it with open arms? I know i fail as a friend, but how about you? Have you ever did it and never admit your mistaken and embrace it? Life is short, take it slowly and look things in many different angles and see for yourself. Things are simple as you always thought and changes is one that people do not adapt to it and learn when people say they can adapt, saying is not enough....I have grown to learn more and start to be aware of situation more then ever, sensitive you may call, but then, it's how you view it. Hmm.....I believe time will heal?...

P/S:
Have to settle Calvin birthday, maybe bake a cake for him? of muffins? Buddy are still buddy given no matter how many mistake i had made towards him....Luv him....*not gay lah* And luv my gf also...hahaha...

Pictures represent a thousand words...

2007-08-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

My Lomo-cam

My fav. photo shot...

Life in short:

Life has changed alot, i suppose i still have to walk this path still....

I just wish everyone good health, PEACE to the WORLD.

The End or A Brand New Start?

2007-06-30T05:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, finish my exam, however life isn't much the same as it used to be. Put in hard and soul to study neglecting my gf, friends, and family to get an A and -A. Worth it? Ticking hard in my mind very much on how are things at the moment.

But today, i'm a happy man as my gf bought me a lomo-cam. I can't wait to used it and play very it's feature. Love her alot, she has been standing by my side despite times when i neglect her for sch work. She may not be the most understanding gf you can have, but seeing her sure brighten up my life.

As for family, i feel bad and gulity, not spending time with my uncle. Hmm, never really accompanied him go out to shop and eat. Beside that, my parents, i never get to see them face to face for almost two weeks. The only time we see each other is evening, and maybe morning when i came back from project meeting and see my dad to work. School is really a killer for me.

Friends- I duno, kinda of felt lost at the moment. After talking things through, things seem to be worse then i thought. Sometimes i do think, somethings are meant to be kept and sometimes like what people always say, takes two hand to clap. Maybe i didn't clap hard? i duno. Just felt sad, however, i will still try. But maybe as people say, it is the end but i believe it is also the start of another chapter, it takes effort to move forward. Sometimes i jus wonder if it is ever true that friendship doesn't last forever when you grew older.

From my school project, i read on a book saying, Never be close to friends, however stay close to your foes- Sound weird, but somehow make sense. Ever thought that what are friends there for on the negative side? Most of the time it is because of your same thinking, of views and values. Friends has one thing different from your foes, friends will never reveal your bad points and weakness in you as compare to foes. It is very true, Hmm. i may have disappoint you all, but i do think in yr shoes and not that i don't or know that i had disappoint u. I had and did sacrfice alot of time and trying to fully keep all my friends satisfy. But lesson learn from here, you can satisfy everyone.

The phobia of been taken advantages from your friends is never good. At times, especially when you drives, i duno if anyone actually understand the feeling of driving. Sometimes u really think should u drive or should u not? It's not a matter if yr friends are close or not but i always thought that if i was the one sitting in my friends car that would be better alot more. I feel lonely as not many understand my stand at times. I maybe psycho in these, but i always feel that as i always observe my other friends whom drive that they never do the things i do as how i treat my friends. Am i silly or i shouldn't be nice at all? Only recently i got to know Brandon more, i feel that our thinking is the same, I rather people owe me then i owe people. Maybe this is what drives me crazy.

It is a sad true that, you can never satisfy everyone from the lesson learnt. What should i really balance then, School work? Get an B and smuggle through? I've realized that my girlfriend, family and friends are important to me, but on the other hand, how important am i to them? Understanding? How deep? Disappointment? How deep?

Hmm...Well, at least i know Su qing will be there for me, when i really need her.

On yah, Target to set after this very "cheong" study"
Exercise--> to lose at least 5 Kg in 1 months time, no bet just pure own motivation
Online Biz--> Change a new concept of web design and get more sales
Studies--> Maintain and get my remaining 1 module an A. My average GPA falling, want make my parents proud to get honours after all.
Girlfriends--> Pamper her and try to be more understanding, cuz i simply luv her alot
Friends--> Never say stop, but continue to "clap" as when i can. Coz i believe that they understands.

Journey In Life

2007-05-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

In life, there are so many things to be done,

There are so many things to be shared, to be experience, to try.
There are so many things that one could do and manage.
There is only a few would understand their journey in life.
Many set their dreams and vision of their life,
Little do they know that is this what they want?
Or did they ever try and reach out to what they want?
In the process there are many things that want need to plan and excute.
However, one must know the true meaning that you are not alone,
many are likes you searching for their path,
but why not join hand in searching their right path.

Life, is not just yourself, spare a thought for the others. Selfishness don't bring you proud despite reaching your path of life.

However, you live your own life and why must once consider taking other advice. You live life once, afterall it's your life to live, no one has rights to say or bring you down.

In life, i believe one must strike a healthly balance, everything seem easy to be say and done, (true) however, if effort is done, you will see results, not just the short-term but long term.

It is true, sometimes in life you get very sick of all your surrounding and feel daman lousy. But one must know, that there are many others out there that is wrost then you. Don't be discourage, but be strong. There are many other things to be done still. However, cherish what is infront of you and not be blinded by other factors, such as greed, selfishness, money, power, ego, anger.

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My Greetings...

2007-03-12T01:57:00.000+08:00

I must apologize to all my close friends, dawn, jaclyn, gerald, brian, didi, jenkang, andrew, jerold, calvin, wai hon, etc, etc and my family, Uncle, Aunties. And also my most beloved person my DAR! Really very sorry people and baos. My school and online shop was really very busy and pack for the past few months. First was the roadshow, then came the mid-yr exam and soon will be the project. Really didn't expect myself to be so crazy studying hard given my lazy character. I only can really say a big SORRY *bow*.

Hmm, my mid-yr is over now waiting for my project and than final yr project. Finally one sem, gone. Gotta wait for 1 yr plus to graduate and start working, happy but sad at the same time. Hmm....Anyway, to all my close friends and family and my BELOVED one. I will try to make time as i can. Sorry for any planes i put, sorry for not calling you guys up to chit chat, sorry to forget yr birthday, sorry for almost everytime. Seem like i really did alot of wrong things.
My apologize to:

Dar- i will remb what you say and i wun't look at girls *winkz* I really love you alot alot alot,

Brian & Didi-i will catch with you asap before DiDi fly to U.S,

BAOS(Dawn & Jac)- Thanks for being understanding, - Keep up the good job!! Sat. we will have a good meal and maybe go cafe de lema? (Wrong spelling?) Don't worry you guys can SUAN me anytime and as much as you can,

Gerald: We will have our tennis and normal kopi session again,

Andrew & Jenkang- We will have a good chat soon,

My University friends (Ieting, Brandon, Audrey, Grace, Aozhi, Akira, Tim, etc- We will have a good time soon at club and drink till we drop. ZOUK on Wednesday! If everybody onz that is?,

Uncle: I will meet up with you to go eat, jalan jalan and sightseeing. And be there with you before the operation and after the operation. Standby you! Really sorry for alot of things, i really wish you good health.

Other friends- If i forgot about you call me, or anything. I will also make the effort to arrange outing and gathering.

Thank you everyone for being understanding and not understanding. Signing off, to do project and homework. Tons of it, haiz, Studying good life, working bad life, both seem bad, i must strike BIG SWEEP~! 2million and all of my families, friends and DAR will benefit!, Jac PRAY!!!

2006 - 2007 Year

2007-01-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

2006- A year of ups and down for me, but much more of a positive year. Got to learn alot of new things, meet new people and make new friends, found my little princess. Quite a hectic year for me. But i truely enjoy, plus also picking up new sport -Tennis
School work was getting more fast pace and maybe because of that, didn't do well for last sem. I will work hard next sem! Went bangkok before the bomb blast, didn't really shop or play much as i went with my family. =)

2007- A year that started off in ZOUK counting down with my Gf. =T Enjoy a bit of 2007 before my school start. Quiet a slack sem, but still must do score well. Started a small online shop with my princess, i'm the Worker, she's the Boss. We shall work towards out goal.

Schedule in 2007 for a typical week:

Mon: School (Morn-Noon) - Tennis (Evening)

Tues: School (Noon) - R.C (Nit)

Wed: School (Morn) - Self Study (noon) - Tennis (Evening)

Thurs: School (Noon) - Chill out with Buddies (Nit)

Fri: School (Morn) - Self study (noon) - Gf (Evening)

Sat: Sisterhood and Brotherhood meet up with Gf (Whole day)

Sun: Family Day (No one to touch)

Can i actually do self-study? Hmm, must force myself!

2008- WTF, it's still far. Maybe hoping to graduate and go oversea for vacation?

Christmas Celebration 24th Dec 2006.

(Yandaos and Chio bu of 2006)

Prankister of 2006

Another day, Another week, Another month, Another year

2006-10-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

It's been really awhile since i got the time to sit down and blog. Life's been busy, tons of homework and project, quiz, assignment, mid-year exam really make me exhausted.

Soon i'll be 23 years old, haiz, and old old ah pek.
Been old comes with alot of responsiblility that i didn't expect too be so exhausting. There are so many many things on my mind and stuff that need to be done, but yet i can acheived very little. I'm jus happy that my dar is standing by me to give me support and understanding. Thank you for compromising me and standing by me.

I suppose when one grow old, there would be more things that need to be done without allowing you to slack at all. It's hard but i suppose at the end of the day one shall see the result of hard work as a reward rather then as a "must".

Life is good when you were young, life is still good when you are old, only if you know how to be young again.

My Dar...

2006-09-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just between me and my dar....

Zoo...

2006-09-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

...It's all in this picture...

...It's more then words...

Just you and me...

Be With Me

2006-08-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

To See is a fortune, to Hear is a gift, to Smell is a bless. These are the most basic senses we as human used everyday in our life, yet we never realize the importance of it. If we would to lose any or all of it, what impact would it have in our life? Not able to see your love ones or the sunrise and sunset? Not able to hear your love ones' voice or birds chipping? Not able to smell your love ones' scent or your favorite dish?

Isn't life better to be off dead then alive? If you think so, you ought to be ashame. Life is so beautiful, even you may lost any of the senses. There are still many reasons for you to be staying alive. In this world, you may thing that having you less doesn't make any impact, but have you ever think that can you make an impact to this world and change it? So having you in this world infact does have an impact if you contribute. It is fair in a way or two, just that humans can never paitent to see or wait for any results.

To carry on with your life, remember this " Determination Conquers All "
" In life, always pray and hope for the best, but prepare for the worse. When the worse hit you, you are prepare to make a change to it. Adapt the change and have strong beliefs in yourself. Determination will deter if you are able to pull yourself and see the next sunrise. "

(P/S: Be with the ones you love and cherish them. Life is just a passage, you can never reverse the cycle to live in again. Every single things in your live is an experience that will live with your only this life-time. The more experience you gain over time will determine how much you can have an impact on others and to live life fullest)

Time

2006-08-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

Time....Passes very fast...
Days, Weeks, Years...
It seem like yesterday, but yet is all in the past and history....
Is this how life work?
Yesterday was history, Today is present, Tml is the future.
I miss the good old days. Being grown up isn't that easy nor fun as what you expect when you are young.

In life, people comes and goes, they never stay or never stay the same. Life is ever changing, is it a must?

Hike...

2006-08-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

Mission: To walk the HSBC suspension Bridge
Team: Gerald, Dawn, Raymond.
Equipment: 2 Water bottle, Towel, Human Leg Power, Camera.

Yesterday at MacRitchie, our aim were to reach HSBC suspension bridge before 5pm. After 5pm it would be their closing time, plus i was late so we started to hike ard 3:45pm. The normal pace for the journey to reach there would take about 1hr 45 mins to 2 hrs. but we did it within 1 hr. That is like half the time required. It was 5KM~!! from MacRitchie to the bridge. It was a long journey going up and down the hills. Well expected, MacRitchie you are sure to see lots of Monkeys so nothing to be very Hoo Haa about it, i was more focus on reaching the bridge then seeing Monkeys. AFter reaching the bridge, i was a bit disappointed, not as long or WOAH about it. But then the view was nice. AFter taking photo and rest we head back to our car. As we walk, we realise the jounery was too long and winding and we can't take it anymore. We decided to exit at venus (short cut) to the main road and take bus to MacRitchie. It may seem lame, but the sky was turning dark and all of us are too tired to walk such a far distance. But then it's a good experience.

After the hike, Gerald bath at my house and sent dawn home to bath and get her stuff. We head down to Geylang for some Beef Kuay Teow and Oyster(Remarks: Beef Kuay Teow, 4 /5, Oyster, 1/5.) After our super late late dinner, we head for durian. Gerald order 5 durians for $10 bucks, so it's quiet work as each cost only $2. After the durian, we all are F**king Full. We need some workout, so gerald suggest Marina South for some arcade, off we go. Gerald and me played the arcade tennis game, and i won him. Usually he beat me in the real tennis game. Chill out after the arcade before we head home. A very Tired Day...

(P/S: How i wish you were here to walk together with me to experience all these)

Brief Update

2006-08-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

10th Aug 2006

Exam finally over! As usual i will do well for it! hahaha. Met Gerald and Dawn at queensway and bought myself a t-shirt. We went Cube to check it out! It was a new club so out of curious and becoz i got invites from my beloved gf, we went. I got kinda of let down when i entered. It was a very cheesy place. Once u go u will know. After that head to MOS, got check my the bouncer. I hate that bouncer to the core, doubt my driving license photo and my IC, and claim it wasn't me. Asshole. MOS Bouncer sure got attiude problem from the first day they operate, as long you are rich, they treat you god, if not you are scum to them. Well, we party and dance throughout the whole nitz. Well Gerald taught me some new "dance" move at least...fun even though the music ain't good or WOAH when compare to phuture on wednesday... (miss my gf)

(P/S: Don't worry, when downs in your life, you got me. I'll stand by you. You got my heart.)

9th Aug 2006

Long day for me. Met my Uni friends to study from 11am all the way till 9 plus. Really hardcore studying beside eating lunch n dinner. It just plain studying. Tml would be my exam, and studying last min. isn't really my style but i guess i just have too little time and lazy also. Met Calvin and jerold at night for some clubbing at zouk, phuture. It's been awhile since i club, kinda of lost the touch to dance and drink. But then i got to be more responsible for what i do now. I will obey. Hehehe..

8th Aug 2006

Today was suppose to be a day to throw someone a big surprise and make her feel touched. But god doesn't seem to be helping me. She got to know what i had planned. I actually booked a table at al dente at esplanade for dinner to watch fire works while we eat. Well but since she know the surprise i just gotta rush to the resturant, coz we are late with the traffic jam and follow by human traffic jam. I park my car at shenton way and took 30 MINS~! to cross from fullerton to esplanade. But then we still manage to get there on time and have a nice dinner together and enjoy the fireworks. I like yr presents, especially the one with lime green dots.........

Karma

2006-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

When people are happy and contented, they tend to take life for granted. It is when they suffer, when they find life difficulty, that they begin to search for a reason and a way out of their difficulty. They may ask why some are born in poverty and suffering, while others are born in fortunate circumstances. Some people believe that it is due to fate, chance, or an invisible power beyond their control. They feel that they are unable to live the life they desire so as to experience happiness always. But isn't this mankind in nature? Never satisfy of what they want in whole life?

Found a phrase on Karma, the cause and effect. i find it meaningful.

"If you want to know the causes in your past life,
The way you live at present is the effect of your past life.
If you want to know what your future life will be,
What you do at present is the cause of your future life."

Live your life to the fullest, and becareful with every decision you made.
Your fate and future lies btw your hand, not others.

Jounery in Life

2006-07-27T17:34:00.000+08:00

The jounery through life is a rough and tough one. From the day you were born it already had made a long way out from your mum's womb. When you were born, the first cried had already made an impact on your parents. From there your jounery starts.

In life, there is always alot of ups and downs. In science (physic), what goes up must comes down. Very true. Do bear in mind when you are really down to the turning point, you can pull through and push yourself all the way to the highest point. Life is full of wonders and alot of mystic stuff. Bear in mind, no matter how tough or rough the jounery in life is, you are not alone coz others do face the same problem as you. You never ever walk alone in life.

How to be a good Boyfriend...

2006-07-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

How to be a good Boyfriend?

1) Be attentive and caring towards his girlfriend.
Ans: I think i did it?

2) Not let his girlfriend suspicious of his doings outside.
Ans: I tried, but she still dun have 100% faith in me. Maybe i should be secretive?

3) Cook for her or cook together with her.
Ans: I brew soup for her, but not tasty enough. =(

4) WIlling to change himself for his girlfriend.
Ans: Thought you like him for what he is? But i don't mind changing together.

5) Listen to his gf's advices.
Ans: I will when it comes to financial.

6) Do handmade gifts for his gf on her birthday or on any occassions.
Ans: Erm...i suck at this....

7) Always share his thoughts with gf.
Ans: I done that.

8) Willing to help if gf is having some problems.
Ans: Come onz, i will do that for sure.

9) Act like a kid and make her laugh with your dumb jokes.
Ans: I'm always a kid when i'm with her....I'm jus that cute...=P

10) Pamper your gf with a massage on her back.
Ans: I did, but she doesn't seem to enjoy or relax... =(

11) Know what your gf likes and dislikes.
Ans: Still discovering, found some eg: no spicy food unless KFC or Mac, Pepper Mint Honey Tea, Ginger Tea...

12) Always surprise your gf.
Ans: Trying...But i just wonder what if one day i have no more surprises?

Do i have anymore questions?

(P/S: Friends to me is equally important to Girlfriend. To understand and value one another is always easier to say then done. It takes time and effort, it requires both hand to clap. Face the fact that a chopstick alway goes in pair not one but two. To maintain a friendship or a relationship, it's more then the effort that is required.)

My life...

2006-07-13T01:14:00.000+08:00

It's always good to have someone next to yearn on, now i found that someone - i'm simply happy.....

Take Life as it comes and goes....
I supposed, i'm a happy man now.

Current Life

2006-07-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm....Life has been rather busy....Nothing to really talk or said about....Never expect myself to fall for someone ....Will history repeat itself?

To Have..

2006-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

"To Have...But not to Hold" How many can actually understand this, and accept? Humans are born to be selfish, how could one actually learn and be not selfish? Remb the 7 sins in life? . How very true each and every single one is so through in real life. Life maybe short, but then the karma one did in his previous and present life can never be measure but repay back in their next life.

Life

2005-12-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's been some time since i update anything on the blog. I suppose i'm jus plain lazy? I finally finished my N.S service, i felt so relieved but yet kinda of miss it? Miss my friends and not the job or army. Having gone through N.S, some said it makes you grow up from a boy to a man, which i don't really agree. In everyone's life, it's not N.S that really make a person to become mature, but how one see and view things and learn. Some just find that they learn alot from N.S, i don't deny i learn alot of stuff but it can be a waste of time also. Recently have conflicts with some of my close friends, i don't know why but i believe everything happens for a reason. May it be good or bad, life is jus full of up and downs, i have been to the down of my life since my N.S service and won't want it to be happening again in my future. I do get jealous when i see some of my friends enjoying N.S life when i dont with the constant mental torture but then it's over. I now starting to be more carefree and more concern about been happy when been sad, i suppose that develop me into the heck care attiude towards alot of things. I used to be self-less to all friends, but now i start to learn i need to be selfish at time. Been nice to everyone can be tiring and aren't you to be at yourself when you are wif your friends? I have not been myself when i wif friends, i know thats why i guess i need to be one like that. Looking forward to get a part-time job, even there will be people looking down on me, saying i'm arrgoant, proud and cannot eat hardship all these. I trust myself and i trust that there will be a one or two friends that support me. I seen it and i know it. Life is just so short, why make so many things so complicated when it's simple as long as you look it as a big picture? Don't you agree?

Watever Things...

2005-11-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i actually update anything in my blog. Busy? Bored? Lazy? I Guess i'm really lazy and bored. Hmm, life been more relax clearing leave till i finish my NSF, but also making mi slack and lazy. Goals that i had set to acheive during my break till i finished NSF yet to show any result, i kinda of feel like a failure. And most of all, i'm still lost on which Uni. to go, which is one thing that is really driving me nuts with little time for me to really think and yet i don't wish to think so much. I know i am weird by saying this, but i guess thats me, behaving weird again. Haiz....I was looking back stuff while i packing my room...Hmm...Childhood memories, teenager's life, luv life...Hmm i guess i miss the most is my luv life, hehehe havn't been into any relationship for near to 5 years...Hmm not to be despo, i guess my turn ain't here...Well at least the no. of friens i made is going up? Thats a good thing...

Changes

2005-10-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder how strange that friends can become strangers, and Strangers become your friends? Never knew changes can happen every now and then. People do change, have i? I wonder that have i changed? How have i changed if so? Did you ever wonder? I starting to really wonder, am i always that naive and people pleaser? Or what i seek in life is just to have fun and enjoy? Things and environment doesn't seem to suit what i seek in life anymore. Changes had taken place while what i seek is still the same.

Bad Day~!

2005-09-23T02:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz, what a bad day i had today. Got a parking fine $30 bucks, haiz shld had put coupons even kenna wun be that much. Stupid gov. go catch ppl after 12 midnit to get extra income...Haiz...Driving bad home ran over two rats. WTF....haiz....Why would rats cross the road at nitz? Haiz, seem like my lucky is going down, whats going wrong?? Hmm..Still thinking if tml nitz should i go MoMo..Haiz...So unlucky already, whats next for me?

Weekend~!

2005-09-18T03:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm, never had so much fun`! Chilling out wif shewlyn, dawn, and sharon~!...hahah..taking photos and toking craps. K. I started toking craps, which is a good thing? At least i do joke ard...rit? Beside being serious and blur...Took quiet alot of photos, bought them to yishun dam to have photo taking session. Hahaha, nice place to chill and see those "TIONG" Vans and Cars which have T.V, i meant BIG T.V, not those small one behind their car boot, etc. Hmm...oh yah, Jaclyn ain't joining us, hmm kinda of miss her. Hehehe, but most of all Good luck to ah-hua in his exams and study hard. Oh yah, can't wait for the hongkong trip, leaving SG for a short trip i guess will make mi more refresh. I got the feeling that i'm picking up what i had lost in N.S and picking up my old self before i enter army, which to me is a good thing. More drive and motivation and no longer depress and lost. Hmm...Can't wait i start clearing my leave and do a video for my friends for christmas gift.

Life

2005-09-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

Being having a long week with everyday army. Only got to have a good rest today and going to start work tml again. Haiz. Need a break, i'm sick, or falling sick i guess. A very bad cough that doesn't go away, and bad flu. Can't really enjoy when u make yrself pack everyday so many things to do but yet you can do at the moment. Hmm... Didn't carry out wat i wanna do in sept, disappointment in myself. Now i need to push back my goal to oct. Hmm...Life ain't smooth no matter how well u plan, gotta be flexible and bend wif it.

Oh yah, had a great time today drinking coffee with dawn and shelwyn @ CAN Cafe. Hahaha..Laffing all the way. Most of the jokes are me tat is. Keep laffing at me. hehe...well jus glad everyone had a great time even i maybe slow n duno what u two are laffing. Back to sleep now..Tired n sick.

Haiz

2005-09-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz, I gonna go crazy over my N.S already~! So many backstabbing happening everyday.. Knowing more things inside the office ain't good. Things u hear and to do is so hard. One side is your friends the other your Boss. Who u should help? Who can u trust when yr own campmates backstab u? It's just NS, we are all NSF, not as if u can score point to promote or win anything. Why bother to backstab? People of this species, i cannot take it. Haiz, XIAO REN...Mostly are J.C students, why? I mean most, not all. I jus wanna get through my reminding NSF life, with jus one month to clear leave and all these shitty stuff i will not encounter till i work again. Sure working environment will be 10 times more then this, but at least i figthing for something, be it promotion or jus keeping my rice bowl, not some childish reason for i work, he didn't work, etc. Come onz, everyone have their fair share, anyway nothing is fair in this world. Haiz...I jus wanna a break from army.

Woah

2005-08-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

What a NITZ~! (Friday) i mean...hahaa...Met up gerald for fishing~! i meant a daman good fishing trip. Heee..Kinda of like fishing more and more. To some is maybe a sport, or a waste of a time. But i guess for mi it was entertaining and relax. My lifestyle right now is constantly busy and packed wif part-time studies, catching up wif friens, clubbing, etc etc...Fishing jus give a different kinda of experience, getting dirty knowing how to fish and where to fish, so many studie, chim..chim. We went bedok jetty for fishing...It was nice n windly...Daman cold sia the brezz~!!..And guess what? thunder storm~! WTF...we got caught and had to set up a temp. shelter with groundsheet. Daman funny, wif gerald trying to fix it up and making it a good shelter...Hahaha and after the rain, gerald was in LUCK~! He caught 3 fishes in a row, and the last catch was not bad quiet a "BIG" one tat u can cook and eat...hehe...Really had fun, too bad he is going to army soon, if not can asked him to go fishing again. All the best to him in army, and hope he get into some good unit so we can had more fishing trip~!...Hmm...and Nice chatting n toking wif him...

WISH LIST

2005-08-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

My Wish list

No in Order...

1)Laptop (Nec, Samsung, Fujitsu)
2)Shirt(Raoul, Zara, Topshop)
3)Pants(Project Blood Bro, Zara, Topshop)
4)Shoes(J-WEST)
5)Plain T-Shirt(U2)
5)Perfume(Hugo Boss)
6)Sofa(For my room)
7)LCD T.V 20"(For my room)
8)Camera (Lomo)
9)Films for my Polaroid n Hoga Cam

Wat a WEEK~!

2005-08-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Finally i can breath some fresh AIR~! My project for my franchise cert had jus finished~! YEAH~! Can't believe what i saw other groups had done for this project. I can say that they actually put in ALOT of effort compare to my group. BUT theirs very wordly ours are simple and straight. Hahaa jus wanna make myself feel better, anyway it's all over.(Really feel much better) Gonna go Zouk this WED for Mambo to party~! hee

^Thoughts: I was thinking through one of my friend favor QUOTE: " In this world, god is unfair, Why some people have the good things while some don't? In this world, never treat people good coz they won't repaid you or feel grateful also as they will forget it soon. In this world, when someone helps you, he/she has a motive, it's not as simple as helping as he/she will want some returns back." How true can all these statement be true? In my opinion, i won't agree fully maybe 25% is really true, that those ppl around me r like that. I won't take that possiblility away. Everyone may have their own thinking, but having such thought wun't make life diffcult? Looking things too deep isn't a good things especially when it comes to such things. I as a deep thinker also find that looking into such stuff is jus a torture coz no one can control wat the other party is actually thinking. Why not jus enjoy yourself? Being taken advantage can be also good, i firmly believe in helping others but not wanting returns. But then can be void with so many "hypo" ppl, but i'm sure they cover minority of those that r around. *I HOPE*

My Week

2005-08-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

What a boring week~! This whole week is so boring~! Argh. First got my exam on monday, which i think i gonna flunk it. Alot of questions i duno how to answer, all write craps. Heee Gonna do badly, cannot take it. First exam paper that i took without any confident at all, but i think thats becoz i didn't really put in effort to study hehee. Can't blame anyone but myself, for being too slack and heck care.

Haiz, now rushing for project which gonna submit nxt week. Almost everyday at home doing and researching, not LIFE~! *sobz* haiz...not living my life to the fullest this week. Nxt week must start planning daily stuff to keep myself busy.

Mambo

2005-08-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

Well, yesterday went Zouk, MAMBO~! Hahah, fun man. Really enjoy myself~! Went with my campmates, BMT campmates, Calvin~!, Delvin, etc. Well i had been to so many different clubs, only zouk mambo can really make me feel happy and having fun~! Hehe, unlike other clubs the feeling is so different, you jus natural wanna have fun and enjoy the whole nitz, drinking, dancing, toking cock and relaxing.

Haiz, think i'm really no balls man. Again got 4 pretty ladies dancing nxt to my friends and me. Daman close i mean, really close. They came back the same spot 3 - 4 times at different time. But none of us dare to approach and make friens with them. Haiz...Just to humph..Too bad calvin wasn't ard at the time when they were down there dancing nxt to us. Really pretty babes, but wild in dancing, can be very touchy and seem like there were on natural high rather then alchcol high. Well calvin gave me a good advice, nxt time you see one you like jus grab it. Dun care. hahaha..But easy to say then to be done. I jus a humph guy. Hahaha...Beside their eye contacts with my friends and me weren't consistent. Anyway clubbing ain't jus out to know girl, it's jus to have fun. Gotta keep that thinking if not it wun be fun. May turnout like any other desporate guy~! Oh yah, Zouk going to close for big time renovation from Sept onwards. Haiz, gonna miss that place so much memories.

My Thoughts.

2005-08-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Have you ever like you for what you are at one time? And during that time, you started to change and u hate that change in yourself no matter how hard to try not to change but change had taken place. You are not what you like for as what you are at that last time. May the change be good or bad, it still changes you. You have to learn the change and like the change in yourself, a brand new self doesn't mean you throw away your old self but it actually allows you to learn more and be open.

Have you ever plan for your life? From knowing where you wanna study, to what work you wanna work, to what age u wanna get married? Make it simple, how about daily planning? Study in the morning, Noon lunch with your best friends and after which a shopping trip and dinner with your bf/gf at some posh resturant and a chill out session at some quiet romantic bar? Planning in your life is so important, but how many times you plan actually comes out what you wanna be? Life is so unpredictable, planning can be a mistake, but if not planning it is also a huge mistake coz you live life once, so living it to the fullest require you to plan.

Well, ones need to plan and stay felxible about changes that occured daily in your life. May it be short or long, living daily require one to be open but yet focus and knowing what they need to do. I suppose i'm in this state, changes, changes, fast and can't plan anything but i suppose i need to learn this theory...Despite i know this theory, i can't make myself believe it. Sad but fact. This is part of growing up.

A test on strait times today n the result for me,

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

Feeling the Blues

2005-08-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

Been, counting down when i can finish my army days. 10 more weeks for me to start clearing my leave with some M.C. This army life i living now is really making me crazy, with all the political and hypocrite people, haiz, words-action have to be careful. One wrong step, you will be stab behind. I suppose it's everywhere when u are in the working word. I just need a short vacation to start fresh and feel more energized.

Now been booking out everyday, jus like any other 8-5pm job, but i really discover 24 hours a day really limits what you can do each day. One can spent 8 hours sleeping and left with 16 hrs left and most of it is used it for working and the remaining 8 hrs is what you can spent on yourself. I really starting to feel the impact that each day one have to really know how to live it to the fullest. Many would said planning ahead is good, i agree also, but i had to say, one have to plan each day also rather then the future, each day makes up your future.

MoMo~!....

2005-07-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

I feeling SO TIRED~!! What a weekend man...Tml i'm sure i gonna have monday blue at work...

Friday i manage to met up with huishi and sherman, well kinda of weird chatting with sherman as he seem to always give ppl the cold shoulder but then well he is still a friend of mine? Hahaha..on the other hand, huishi was serective about her friens joining us when i asked her. Hmm who are them??? i was daman curious, until sherman speak out something and i know what's the surprise...CLEMENT~! Hahaha, my BMT Recourse Bud~! Hahaha..Suck Cock Buddy, Guard Duty and Slacker of all. Hahaa..Never expect to see him indeed coz i was walking other BMT mates to organize something for gathering..Hahaha...Had a crappy nitz chatting with him rather with huishi..Hahaha...Coz we jus can talk~!..hahaa...
Well afterwhich i left to join my army friens at K Box for some singing chill out session. Upon reached, wtf a bottle opened, i think it's martell. Kozz..they all drank quiet alot, lucky not much left drank one or two cup but strong sia i weak drinker...n later tequlia POP~!..Wtf at Ktv, i can't believe myself doing this. Haiz,,a nitz i enjoy but also scary as i drink n drive...Better dun do it.

Sat, was alright...some chill out session wif calvin n his some friens and then MOMO~!..Hahaha..Man Man...the nitz was full of girls. We were down there standing and dancing and soon srrounded by girls~! Oh my GOD~!..I Like it but hate it at the same time. Dun wanna touched them incase they said i molest them *do i have the look>???* hahaha...Well we were dancing having fun and this girl wif her frien crash party sia...Cum btw My frien and me and grabbing our attention..Kozz..well but my frien went over to get to know the girl so alright wif mi but well guess wat she's 24~! hahah...Same thing like last time older girl came over to know us guys...Haiz..I suppose only older girls are more wild then the young ones? Hahaha..ANyway can't be bother to me clubbing is always about having fun not about knowing how many girls or watever.

Sunday, Niece Visiting~! New Born Baby from my Kuzz~!...hahah..Uncle Raymond...ANother Niece...i have actually got quiet a no. or niece n nephew...Well so really dman small size with quiet alot of hair for a new born baby, Let mi think, 5 day old? Hahaha. Small hand, small foot, They are jus cute. Hehehe..Can't tell if she's going to turn out to be a babe, her eye was kept shut most of the time, but she has a DIMPLE~! Jus like ME...Hahaha..Oh yah went Ikea for carpet purchase. Gonna Change my room during the time i clear leave..10 more weeks..~! YEAH~!...Hmm...tiring...Gonna sleep..Sianz tml nit class...*yawns*

Durian Trip

2005-07-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

Today met up wif hua and gerald for a durian trip at geylang. Happeneing sia, all the way to buy durian, due to it being cheap. But then the durian quality ain't good according to gerald as he got alot spoilt ones, as for mi i got all the good ones jus that they are small only. Hahaha, $10 for 6, not bad a good deal at least for me. Well after which i was suppose to head down for my Remote Control Car gathering for a round or two of drifting, but end up been late n miss it. Nvm wif hua and gerald in my car we drove ard in geylang in the search for CHICKENS~!!..Hahaha..Lots of nice babes standing there for anyone to PICK. WHITE and FRESH (AIn't that fresh also). Gerald wanna go down n walk ard, but i had enough walking in geylang for such things with my good pal last time, walking ard jus to see see...Haiz...Ah-hua was keen in going down so no one accompany gerald so we jus drove ard and head home. A tired nitz but was fun gathering wif hua n gerald..>We ain't GAYS...for your inform, good frien good bro~! Good luck in your Hongkong Trip Dawn n Gerald..Soon will be my turn..Hahaha

Life

2005-07-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

I start asking myself, am i that stubborn? Really stubborn to the core? Well the answer is YES!..I suppose i'm a person that i believe in my tot too much and strong that i dun take in advices and guide line even i do know they can help me and improve me in alot of ways. I just can't seem to break the barrier of being "that STUBBORN". I suppose i need to bring myself down and learn to be more felxible and relax, and that tense up to make myself in situation that i will be "stubborn" rather to open idea. Stubborn itself can be a good thing and a bad thing jus that a balance is required to make everything seem fine. I just have to learn and know that, facts of life. But one thing for i gain this time ard, be it lust/like/love is blind. Too many things u can't see or you jus seeing the wrong things . Many of your friens or when you can actually stand in your frien shoes to look back. You'll know why they know and why they say. Everything has it's cover up, it's jus to see that do you have the ablity to remove the cover and look it as a whole...(p/s: i will carry on with my life, it ain't hard but it also ain't simple. Know it sound weird, but isn't that life? Always making one confuse at time and picking yourself up back to the where u wanna go and be?)

Day by Day...

2005-07-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

Jus got home after my durian trip with my uncle to geylang. Cheap durians sia, from 50cents to $2 for one...Hmm I bought 6 durians from this stall and the aunty actually gave mi another one for FREE~!...hahaha..Hmm Aunty Killer? Or Durian are jus too cheap during the season...Be it or not..that doesn't bother at least i got durians for my parents to eat. They simply luv durians~! Anyway yesterday nitz was a cool nitz, went mambo wif calvin and his "new" friens and also my campmate. Fun, Fun Fun, and holy packed that place, imagine it's a wednesday and it's so packed like a weekend. The girls are so wild and pushy, i simply cannot stand such girls, they behavor like wild boar. Man, Man, jus gotta be more lady and gentlemen. Anyway i really enjoy coz it actually brighten up my day and making mi forget abt all things and have fun. Is't that wat it should be at this age? i know kinda of old but then young at heart, hehe.

I duno, life seem normal for me at the moment as long as no SMS is recevied. But then i jus got one today, hmm...a quiz..Dun really wanna care as i speak but ain't easy not to care. Signs of weakness, really makes me feel low morale and disappointed in myself. Is this what i want? Or What should i do? Qns here and there, even i know the answer, i jus yet to settle in. I need time i suppose but the SMS today...haiz...What's really going onz? Girls, should really not mis-lead guys..If u are reading this....It's a torture for me...I learn so many lesson but not really avoid such events..

Hmm..

2005-07-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

Tot it would be jus another Monday, feeling monday blue after recovering my sickness from sunday. Hmm..well nvm tot one sms could actually make me high and low. Confuse, Confuse and Confuse..Haiz...Friens tell mi to continue or give up is all up to me, true. But i cannot make a choice at all. I duno why. I felt i was been make used, and no interest, now things come back to sqaure one with attention wanted back for wat i gave. I agree with my frien i need to settle this "thingy" as soon as possible, tiring for me and maybe her? I really have lots of mix feeling, duno where i'm heading too..In Love? or I'm Lost? Not my usual self...I have really no idea anymore...I suppose jus wait and see..if She's mine, she will be. If she's never, she will never be. Even no matter how hard i try. I just give my best for what i know....

Weekend that turn SOUR~! Argh~!

2005-07-17T04:02:00.000+08:00

Went clubbing today, everything was settle where to go; momo during dinner wif ah-hua. So i was gonna meet my campmates, calvin, joelle n peiling there. Well seem to be gonna be happening wif so many people ard. Went there early with ah-hua to get free entry b4 10pm. Kiasu..Hahaha..then bought some of my campmates in. Well there was some event thingy on levis, seem to be happening. Well as time passes, my friends all gotta to came in, but getting more packed and more friens were in their own group. Haiz....Kinda of turn off as we can't even dance nor move ard to find my friens...Most of the time is finding friens kinda of sux, can't even enjoy and duno where and which grp to join as all were my frien. Calvin got angry also wif his frien leaving and dancing in grps. Haiz...wanted to leave but end up staying and continue onz. ...Frien got angry for mi leaving, calvin wanna leave..haiz...Really duno what to do, got caught up in a big mess. I think nxt clubbing jus jio a few people and stay together, big crowds are hard to control.

Haiz.....Saw her there, dun really know what to say, jus a couple of normal Hi and how's life, blah blah.....Hmm..well got a sms, u mad at me? Hmm..well more to disappointment then mad, wats over is over. I suppose i had to learn to move onz, ain't easy but ain't hard either. Dun really understand, i gave so much attention when it comes to a halt, u wanna attention.

Chit ChAt~!

2005-07-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

Today, i met up with a frien that i dun really keep in contact but kinda of click? Hahaha...Anyway i got to know her from my attachment at seagate when i was in poly. A nice girl, still remb she baked some cookies for me. Anyway, thats not the main point. She was stydying in sci degree and work awhile in that industry until recently she said she was interested in biz so she asked me alot on biz stuff, her old job, her job interviews in banking sector, etc etc. Tons of stuff she shared. One thing strike me, she maybe studying a diff field in Uni. and now so into biz. i gotta buck up and start catching up and not slacking. Hearing her experience really gave me the drives that i actually had during poly, it feels great; knowing where u wanna head to, planning, seeing biz in diff point of view. I hardly had chances to talk on such topics the whole nitz, hahaha. Too bad i dun have much experience to share, but only to listen and looking in from third party...The whole banking industry based on the interview she went actually grows my interest more into fin. but it's a really "BLACK" environment with TONS n TONS of money u can earn. Haiz, Man greed and selfish can sure direct one to it's grave.

Tired

2005-07-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Tired, Tired. Jus finish washing my dad's car inside out sia. i had spent like about 1 hr cleaning the whole car. But the end result was satisfying, seeing the car sparkle really make me feel happy and smart driving it around. God pray hard that tml doesn't rain, if not all my heart work will be got to drain.

Hmm...I think i have to admit, i really dun under girls already, or in the first place do i understand girls as i really think i had? Haiz. All the following comments are my view, pls do not take it serious as i'm been thinking about it for the pass few days...Girls from Venus, Guys from Mars. Guys are simple creature once u know what tickle them (sex?) almost everything is simple, Girls ain't simple creature; It's out look maybe innocent but inside the mind is where it get complex. Never ever know what their next move and what's going in their mind as they changes so fast or they hide it so well by acting blur and innocent. Girls, are nature creature that have even rights to them to be blur and innocent when any thing gets screw up and the Guys can never vent their anger onto them. Toking about fair in this world for Guys and Girls, dun think it's gonna work. But in BGR, is there really be fair to one another? Or it's jus Man itself that evil has gotten into us that much that everyone is getting self-centre? If it's so, i rather that Man has never conquer this world if so much evil tots had entered to surivor in this kind of environment.

My Tempo.

2005-07-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

Mon
Today had my first lesson for my Cert in Franchise (Biz) at NP. Sad to say it started last Wed, but due to some "reason" i didn't attend. Well, when upon arrival it's kinda of weird as most of them are nicely dress up as i think they came straight after work. I was in polo tee and jeans, kinda of slack compare to the rest. And the wrost thing was, i think i'm the youngest. Hahaha Some in their 40s, while some in their late 20s. It's a kind of experience that i don't how to describle. Everyone comes from diff working background with diff knowledge and ideas. It's really fresh but then to see them studying hard and working hard for this course kinda of awake me to buck up. Some of them are actually going for Diploma of Franchise Mgt, and one of the module is my Course Cert. Guess i really need to do some homework.

Sun
Went to JB with my Parents~! A long awaited family trip where we can get together for some MANY HOURS!. Hmm..Family is still the best. Well this JB trip was actually my relative house party. Some sort like a house warming. A BIG BIG bunglow at JB which cost about SGD400k? Hmm kinda of like a 5 rm flat for a BIG bunglow? Hmm, but in my point of view as INESTMENT, JB property is a good place to plan for retirement, resort, chalet but never investment. Property there can hardly sell to let you earn $ but instand make u lose $. Despite all their advertisment. Malaysia Govn. Law has clause that protect property invesment. Haiz, but then his house is really good for a weekend treat.

Sat
HAPPY BDAY SHELWYN~! (got your name correctly) Well know it's kinda of early as your bday falls on the 14th of July. Met up with the girls after their Movies at Cine the "F4" hehehe..The english version as i define it. Hehehe..Well drove them down to Sunect for our dinner party at Oli Dome. Well expected suntect to be jam as the NDP was on going for reheasal and had to shut the road down. We had to took a detour that tooks us normally 15-20mins to Suntec to become 45-60mins. Well so we by pass Marina Bay to get to Suntec through Rochor Road. On the way we saw FIREWORKS~! Park at the side and enjoy the beautiful fireworks that "brighten" the nit. Too bad ah-hua wasn't ard. Finally got to reach sunect and consume our dinner. A cosy environment, can bring girls for date. Well bought shelwyn a Chocolate Cake, which actually should get her brownies, as i think she prefer it more to cakes. Waited for Hua to come so we can go clubbing. MoMo was the place to be "HAPPENING". Been there before it was that "happeneing", kinda of small and werid layout of the whole club. Had a pleasant experience during the club expect for the gals as there was jus too many ppl in the dance floor making them hard to dance and party. Poor shelwyn also got hurt. *haiz* Well i'm gald she's fine rit now if not going to "FEED" her 4ever? Hahaha..Hmm k...A good Nitz even my mood wasn't there to club..Jus hate BGR sia...Haiz...

Ain't Easy.

2005-07-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

Life is always like a book to me. Every chapters tell you a story, it may continue from the previous or it may start out fresh. I suppose my chapter has end. Time to start out fresh. Back all over again.

Fishing~

2005-07-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday really enjoy myself. Thanks for gerald teaching mi fishing. Kinda of interesting and actually like fishing, alot of things you need to learn. Patient, but yet cannot be too slow must react fact to any changes on your fishing rod. The art of fishing really defines alot of theroy in life, this is how i felt after going through one nit lesson by gerald. Hmm, got time must jio people go fish, it maybe dirty, dark of what. But watching the sea jus give mi a peace of a mind, if i do get a fish as what gerald said, "When fishing, dun always expect to get a fish, if you ever do get a fish, treat it as a bonus. It doesn't matter to get a fish or not during finishing, it's the process."

Well, right now i still headache over where to eat dinner. Haiz....ANy good place? Hmm...Poor Mi, My Poor Wallet also. HAiz...The Process

Past, Present, Future.

2005-07-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

It's it sad when we live in the present but we think of the past. When we think of the future, we often miss out the present. When you are at your present, enjoy every single moment. It can become the past very easily, and it determines your future.

Mi, and Myself

2005-06-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

Finally, i start jogging~! Hahaha, it's been a long time since i really jog. Like the kinda of feeling, while running i wasn't really thinking, this really makes mi feel more relax. Things around me doesn't seem so simple anymore, Changes had step in, Environment had changed. Everything seem more new, duno if it's a good thingy or a bad thingy. Hmm, after today's jogging, i feel like finding my true self. My old Raymond, know it's hard or unable to, as people do change as time pass. But i jus wanna to have the feeling of my old self, Knowing what i want, and how to acheive it. The raymond now, jus seek advice from others. I had lost my "self"? Or i had grow weaker, showing my weakness. Doubts on what i wanna do surface, and i can't handle them as i used to be. A change in me? ...=(

Back to School~!

2005-06-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today, happen that my unit gave us a half day off today and one day off tml. But then tml mi going back to work, jus to save the off when i really need; i had used up all my off if you don't know. Hope tml no boss is ard,hahaha. Okie, now for what happen today. Well i was back to Ngee Ann Poly,back to study. Back to register for a short course offer by them, Cert in Franchise Mgt (Biz Issue). Well the trip back was kinda of werid.

I was driving into the campus, and then duno where to park my car. Feeling kinda of lost, coz a new Blk 56 was there. It jus caught my eyes beside the Big Audit hall (i have no idea what the hall nxt to it call, i only know i grad in that building when i was finish building, so i have no idea what they call it). I was amazed, Np actually have a small garden? Hahaha, Big spaces and more tables for people to actually study. Haiz, why i didn't have those when i was studying therE? I paid for that stupid building afterall.Hahaha. While walking ard, i get all the werid stare and looked. Hmm, did i look old? Wrong dress code?(I was in lime green plain tee and kakis berms & a plain brown bag) Well, i have to say, most of the ppl do dress much better then my generation, more fashionable and daring. That would said, quiet alot of pretty girls compare to last time, as most know how to dress, but there is still those belong to the NERDY side.

Oh, One thing i wanna complain! Why now np can wear short pants and slipper to sch? Kozz, i was caught twice last time and paid SGD 50 for the offend of wearing shorts and slipper. Haiz, now NP knoe the fact as it makes no sense to control so much on the dress code for students..Haiz...so strict last time. Well it was a trip that bring back memories of my poly life. I went walking ard where i used to hang and study. Hmm....Happiest time in my life...It will always be....Gonna meet them this sunday nitz.

A Sunday Outing that felt family~!

2005-06-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

My polymate jus gave birth to her second child a BOY~! Hmm.. well my polymates (some, not all were there) went to visit her and her family. Hehee..She held this buffet thingy, kinda of weird...hehe..Well she still maintin her body weight well, didn't grow fat as what i expect but maybe jus a small small tummy. Thats all u can see. Well Long catching up with my poly mates..these are the batch that we gone through thick and shit during poly yr 1 & 2. Hehehe..Two poly gathering within two days, really exhaust me. But then some of those polymates ain't around, kinda of miss all of them. The so call 9 Gang last time in poly. Eat, Study, Slack almost all together. Now only Calvin and me met up most often, maybe joelle if she happens to be in SG. Hmm..

Atter a tiring day, thnx to my beloved calvin. He dragged me to Mdm Wong.It was an eye opening for me as the girls are really weird and wild? hehe..I admit i club alot but never see such act that girls approach and asked for drinks treat. Jus weird...for me...and then it's a sunday, didn't expect ppl will go club. Well Mdm wong still have small crowds even though i had left early, haiz..Clubbing, i guess once in a wild is okie. I jus over-shot and went too often...

Just want a long holiday break...Oh yah by the way, who said i'm looking for a Gf? Kozzz...I'm wanna a golf license now then GF..hahaha...

MoMo

2005-06-19T03:35:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from clubbing, MoMo, the new club in town. Kinda of weird, the music there is not constant, maybe thats due to 4 DJ. Well, from RnB to Trance to Top 40 and last by not least RETRO~!...hahaha..but Mostly are RnB. Hmm, the place ain't that big like last time Mdm Wong II nor SOS. Hmm half of the size, but the girls there erm rather rough and tough. Pushing their way through around and well sexy dress? hehehe. A good experience, as it was free entry for me to went in. All thnx to my frien: XXXXXX. Hee..

Oh yah, had a gathering with my polymates yr 3. Hmm not bad, catching up and toking cock at Labyrinth. Everyone seem like knowing what they will be doing after ORD or working. Guys are going to disrupt to go into Local Uni,(SMU) some getting their ACCA. Haiz, local uni, dun even know if i can get in with my kinda of poly results..but then only 1 major for 3 to 4 years, worth it? One thing i felt was the passion and fire within myself was dying, not more determined, fighting spirit and planning. Haiz, duno if it's N.S or i have change really to the wrose. Hmm well gotta pick myself up, tml's a better day. Hmm...Thats it for my saturaday weekend.

(P/S: oh yah shewlyn, i will post my blog as often as i can...Hope your driving goes well)

Mood for Jazz...

2005-06-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

I was looking at my c.d rack, didn't know i actually bought so much jazz c.ds, hahaha. Suddenly, i just had the crave to listen, i pick one and played. It was Camomile -Extra...A very nice vocal singer, you ca't said she's a jazz singer, but i like her vocal; clear and strong. Some songs that she re-sang from other artist really bring her vocal power. Hmm, It jus gave mi a boast and energy to my life, been slacking, hehee. I would recommend u all to get her C.D. Camomile - Extra - Emi Fujita or her old album, Blend. Don't give it a miss, if u trust my taste my music. Many may find it bored and sleeply, but i simply love it~!

Thoughts.

2005-05-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

"Your best friends are going to hurt you every once in a while, you must forgive them for that."

Thoughts...

2005-05-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

Being thinking about my pace of life. Seem rather unconstant, fast to slow and from slow to fast. Is that the kind of pace right now in singapore or what i'm going through in NS? Hmm...Duno now seem to be in grey zone about my N.S. Have i really learnt something from it?...i jus feel so restless when i start thinking about N.S life..haiz....Never the less, still got friends for support....Just hope i can achieve what i set for no matter what will happen in my N.S life....It's jus a totally bad experience....haiz....Screw up ....

Karma

2005-05-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

"The deed (karma) produceds a fruit under certain circumstances; when it is ripe, then it falls upon the one responsible. For a deed to produce its fruit, it must be morally good or bad and be conditioned by a volitional impulse, which in that it leaves a trace in the psyche of the doer, leads his destiny in the direction determined by the effect of the deed. "

(exerpted from "The Encyclopedia of Eastern Philosophy and Religion", Shambhala Books, 1994)

What Is Hell?

2005-05-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

"The term hell is cognate to "hole" (cavern) and "hollow". It is a substantive formed from the Anglo-Saxon helan or behelian, "to hide". This verb has the same primitive as the Latin occulere and celare and the Greek kalyptein. Thus by derivation hell denotes a dark and hidden place. In ancient Norse mythology Hel is the ill-favoured goddess of the underworld. Only those who fall in battle can enter Valhalla; the rest go down to Hel in the underworld, not all, however, to the place of punishment of criminals. "

Was reading up some arcticle online and was curious that does hell exist? Could it be a myth or there is really a hell? If there is one, would you wanna go? But you have to asked youself, do you have the guts admit to your sins and seek forgiveness, to really help out those needy people with sincerity and really too cherish everyone around you with lots of love and concern, being genuine and sincere...In a world of what we live in, things ain't that simple to show your genuine and sincere, people just take you for granted and what's wrost, taking advantage of you. That doesn't mean they deserve to go to hell either. Everyone in life would always be given a second chance, just that if you as the person would be able to see it and grab that chance....Hmm..jus my thought...

Just Thoughts

2005-05-02T13:25:00.001+08:00

"Two may talk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet; and two others at first speech are old friends."

- Mary Catherwood

Was reading through a book which i bought...and found this phrase meaningful. In life you may have friends that you had really knoe for years but one day, another person may drop by and chat with you. You just have this feeling that you know this person for a long time, buddies for years....

My Book Out...

2005-04-17T12:54:00.000+08:00

My tekong trip. Hmm, duno what to say, coz it's my second time back there. Everything seem the same nothing much had changed. Being back there makes me feel like i had just enter NS, kinda of a newbie. But then, i'm an old bird, going to ORD this year 30th Nov. Life won't be the same once i ORD, hahahaa. There the recourse, kinda of make a few more friends, i suppose army really allows you to make friends here and there, everyone jus to serve and F* off. Hehehe, but there is sure alot of ciao keng people when you are Pes C, some even wanna excuse that and this, dun understand this thingy. Haiz Oh yah most of the people there are younger then me, feel old man but respected by them. Well, back for this course really gives mi plenty of time to rest and really think what i wanna do and goals to set for myself after i ORD. I had always complain so many things to do so little time, now i really have to plan my time out for all my things to be done. Once going back to unit seeing all my friends ORD kinda make me feel sad, coz gone through all the shit and they are gonna be gone and left mi alone. Guess everything has an end to somethings...Pepharps thats where people learn to cherish the time and memories spent.

Just my weekend.

2005-04-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm, hey think mi really kinda of old for clubbing. Sat, Chinablack was rather boring as the songs played was all at werid time and the crowd (cannot make it) Haiz..Not refering that must have alot of girls or what, but jus that people ain't that polite and nice or happening like zouk or devil's? Hmm...Well guess chinablack has to really rethink how to win customer over, they even have this stupid contest ard 11:30pm till 12:20am. Kozz...How dumb? when it 's like going to be the height of the night. Hmm..Oh yah, haiz as everyone knoes....will be busy soon wif the stupid BMT recourse thingy, gonna shave botak miss my hair sia....Haiz...hardly can keep that long in army..and look nice still?? Hahaa...How to chase girls? *sobz* nvm gonna start learning fishing from dawn's Bf...Think that we two really can click, alot of things can talk and have same views. Coz we are scropio? hehehe..Well duno been spending quiet alot of time wif my friends recently guess my this sat weekend will be bring my uncle out for a shopping trip, also time for him to sit in the new car with a cool dvd set...hahaha...K...Gonna log off...Hmm Oh yah....friends if I promised what i promised, gotta make sure i dun break if not you can get a good meal from me...

Sick Sick Sick

2005-04-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Haiz...I had fallen sick...Haiz it's been since a while since mi down with fever...Hmm..well maybe it's also good for me...Not been resting at home for a long time...Hmm a Good rest for me to walk more further in life..Hmm Hope to get well with this two days of M.C....=)

Busy Me, But then, I'm Happy.

2005-03-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, 23th Mar
Mambo Jambo at Zouk~!!...Cool as ever that place. It's been like a long time since mi went there, after so much clubbing section at other clubs. I jus luv that place, maybe it's the crowd? music? Hahaha..Went there wif my "friens" which dun wish to be name. Hahaa...Really have tons of fun at least for me..Oh yah, got girls that were interested in us?..Hehehe, it's a long story but then, at least i feel that i'm not bad, "quite" attractive maybe expect for my BIG HEAD?..

Thursday, 24th Mar
My new hobby gathering~! Radio Control Car, (R.C)...Learning how to drift a car, playing along with light sticks, kinda of happening and fun. Most of all it's like a mini car gathering, hahaha all my friens came down in car and enjoying each other company, even it's jus like 5 ppl? but then do enjoy my new hobby and company of my pals.

Friday, 25th Mar
Hey, time to scout for my toolbox to put my R.C (It's a Mondeno 360 Ferrari, Green) Okie, know green werid for this car, but then no choice, it's a free cover from my frien. Hmm well not a furitful trip, didn't get my toolbox. Oh yah i was scouting for a walkie talkie, coz thinking of using it while driving. Contact my friens know where to go and how to get there. But then it's $85 per pair. Haiz...
AT nightz changing my old car tyres for my frien, whom wanna my old car's tyre there fixing his old extra tyres onto my car thats going to be sold off the nxt day and collecting my new one..YEAH~!...Oh afterwhich meet up wif my buds, hua and dawn. Oh Yah the tyre he exchange sure gave mi problems man...giving weird sound at first, but nvm it's sold and solve.

Saturday, 26th Mar
Off gone my old car, and in come my new car~!. Haiz, kinda of miss my old car, which mi kinda of luv driving it. My first car to drive around when i got my car license, i will sure remember this for sure. Scratches, dents, hahaha all done by my newbie driving skills, but really brush up and learnt from these incidents. I suppose it's the same for humans. If u never really bump it hard, you will never learnt. Hmm...So people, better learnt hard if u ever bump hard!!...Okie got my new car, it;s the same toyota, nothing mucb different maybe for some functions. Dark grey, hahah suits me, although mi prefer a black one..hahaha
At nitz went to meet my campmates...Well tok cock session. Duno mi jus feel that it's my luck to get to know them, okie maybe the duration of knowing each other ain't long but feel comfortable. It's unlucky to be in my current unit, but it's my luck to know them. Getting to know more things and able to share. Oh yah, seem like everyone i know like getting into the mood of luv, where is mine? hahaha....

(P/S: Dawn,Hua: know what you said on friday, will get into my mind. DUn worry, especially hua, u ah naggy more then me..hehehe but it's cool...coz know you care. Okie...pals cya tml gonna be busy n pack n rush for me, need rest.)

Memories

2005-03-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i was packing some stuff at my uncle's place. Guess what i found? Neo-prints that i took with hua years ago, that was when we were around 15 or 16. Hahaha, brothers and friends for so long, we look daman young and INNOCENT? hahaha, i'm sure the girls will sure have alot of comments on this. But then, i really miss those days when we were studying for Os, mi and Hua actually went P.S to study and usually end up at the arcade at P.S looking at pretty girls? hahaha, young and sure INNOCENT...Hmm time sure passed very fast, now i feel so old and hag, not as young and full of energy....Haiz....Nvm now looking forward to my ORD, another 8 more mths...So Many Things To Be Done, But So Little Time...My Path.

Thought. . .

2005-03-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

"Laughter is the closest distance between two people..."

Saturday Nitz Fever...

2005-03-13T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hey, yesterday nitz went down to Dblo with my Campmates and my good bud Calvin. The Q was too long and we can't wait to go in so end up paying the express Q. (In my tots, this is the most expensive club that paid $25 and no free drinks). Anyway we bump into my polymates, Ailing,Meiye and Meikit. heheh...Werid man, when i was like chatting with Meiye a few days ago on the phone asking when she is free to come out and we actually bump each other at dbl O. Well it's been a long time since mi actually step in dbL O, feel so young but yet alone. Can't really get into the mood to dance, even there is good music and good crowds minus those that drunk ppl. Hmm, am i really that old for such stuff or just that i'm ain't myself that nitz? Hahaha, at least i know i won't be going clubbing for sure that soon. Too much of anything is never good for sure. Hmm...Well going back camp today, haiz jus feel so bored of this life. So many things u can't really do and it's jus wasting your time this N.S thingy. Hmm..oh yah still owe my frien the $ for R.C...shit this mth mi really spent alot, how to buy new speakers for my new car at the end of mth.

My future...

2005-03-06T02:14:00.000+08:00

Been thinking for a long time about going oversea or not, now haiz got another idea pop up in my mind. Stay here and get my degree and then off to go oversea for a master? Hmm would that be wise? Haiz...all these plans keep running in my mind, making mi feel unsettle. Dun really like that feel, all along mi likes to plan and try to stick to it. Now seem like i'm a lost lamb. Haiz. Nevermind tml gonna spent the whole morning and afternoon doing research and really going to ask my mum abt this new idea, getting a cheap and fast degree here(private sch) and then going oversea for a master. Coz afterall a master is what i really hope for. Or should i stay here and get double degree?? Or study oversea in areas that are cheap and coming back SG to have another degree?? Haiz....Shit....Why have i been thinking so much...Tot i was suppose to follow PLAN A(oversea study tats all) Plan B (study at local). Now with so many plans coming up. Sighz. Oh yah, today went to jinhua's school resturant ; Petals. The food, erm duno ain't what i expected lots of room for improvement i would comment. Anyway good job Jinhua, now it's has come to an end, so rest well! Oh jac, you forgot to take your disc from my car when u went cine. There goes your Window XP Software,hehee.

Jus Thought

2005-03-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

Life is all memory
except for the one present moment
that goes by you so quick
you hardly catch it going.

Wine Bar

2005-02-27T03:40:00.000+08:00

Chill out session at Wine Bar, Zouk. Think i'm in luv with that place. Get to have first free drinks, one for one, got babes. Hehee, Wat else can you asked for? Jus paid $2 bucks for parking...Hmm think it's worth it. A favour hang out place for Jinhua and me at the moment. Hmm oh yah, today went down with my parents to get the car thingy done. Gonna get the new car in end March or April. Duno, after test driving it seem like ain't that good compare to my dad's current one, even it's jus a bit bigger in terms of car CC. Well as long as my dad's happy, think got car to drive is good enough, better don't complain that much. Oh yah yet to discuss with my mum about oversea studies, stress~!!...Argh after getting a car, with loan ain't sure my plans for oversea studies will be affected. Abit scared, but then if really able to go i must really study hard and not play hard. Gotta be MATURE, show to jinhua to see..Hehehe...Going to sleep, tml morning need to do research on oversea studies in aussie. Haiz, the sch fees, cost of living, blah blah....Zzzz

Zoom,Zoom,ZOoM

2005-02-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

Going out soon, going to test drive a new toyota car, yeah~!...hehehe...Really wanna wacKED it...hahhaa..coz mi dun really like it..hehhe would wanna a madaz 3 compare to a collora...haiz..but then it's dad's buying not me, so jus going there to give advice and help bargain. Oh yah, yesterday went car hunting with my camp friens. It was a eye opening trip, to see those amazing big house in bukit timah, i never expect that they were THAT big with some cool and nice cars. Jus wonder, singaporeans are daman rich, able to afford so much stuff in such an expensive country. I wonder when can i be one? Man, really wanna get RICH~! ahhahaa...Hmm oh this car thingy got one problem, i yet to discuss with my parents about going oversea to study. Ain't sure if money would be a factor, going to do some research on the expenses. Been asking around, to go UQ one mth expenses would cause about SGD$1050. Haiz...Jus hope i'm able to go oversea for studies, really wanna experience it maybe it be good or bad. It's once in a life time, but then families and friends are my concern...Will miss them? Haiz...Wish mi all the best that i can really leave this country for a break. Kinda of disappointed in SG gov, being inside N.S. really show me how gov really work. Haiz....Wanna a break from this place man!

Love

2005-02-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

Today went to meet up wif my some of my old pals. Daman long didn't get to see them or talk cock. Also to check up on him if he's alright with the break off wif Gf on v-day. Haiz...Valentine Day. Wonders how many couple would actually quarrel or break off on such a day? Hmm...Well we were talking about BGR, meeting the one you like, giving guys/girls a chance, waiting for the right one, phobia of being hurt or hurting others, wasting each other time, commitment, how to love a person,etc. Hmm...all these factors to me, i jus summarized it as The courage to love someone...I guess this is suppose to be the most important factor compare to the rest. In such a world that we living in, BGR seem to be more to BREAD then LUV. I feel it shitty, but thats a fact. Family, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, are influences to your love life alot. It's wat they wanna your Bf to be, Comparing wif other girls or boys friends how each of them treat their Gf/bf. Hmm, they wun have the courage to really love someone that in that heart. Tiring of giving loving, so end up being love only, and not loving someone is sad. I dun seem to understand people can stay attach with someone with jus been luv and not luving that someone that luv you so much. I do know u can't judge how much a person luv you deeply, but isn't it cheating yourself that you actually in luv? Or maybe getting into a BGR is IN, dun wish to lose out to friends ard you that are all attached? or maybe some other reasons. Why can't jus really have the courage to love someone and yourself? Hmm...Isn't life with love? Or maybe Life with bread? Just for the sake of living?...I pity those..

Constantine

2005-02-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday jus watched that movie. Not bad at least it motivate me to quit smoking for sure? hehee..The graphics are nice, story plot not bad.But i got one question, why does the movie gotta start in amercian. Hmm...tot all those angels, demons, cults, came from the eruope? SOmemore the movie is basic on a comic thats based in Liverpool. Hehee...Haiz...Oh Yah..anyway jus my luck got a $70 summon for parking dbl yellow line...Shit~!....Haiz...

Valentine Day

2005-02-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine Day~! And Friendship Day~!...Hmm as usual, a lonely Valentine day for me. No date for me. Haiz, can't remb how i spent my V-day last year. But seem like every year v-day it's like spending alone, can't imagine that down a few more years i would be 25, and if this would to happen i think i might join SDU. Hardly get to know any "good" girls. Too many party girls, that u cab't really find or meet up with one thats "good" but then also one that you have feeling for. Hmm...Well last weekend gotta to meet up wif my Kuzz. HAiz not a pleasant gathering. Maybe becoz most of them are from J.C, while i'm from poly my dress code and hair style seem to be more FASHION according to them. They kept "suaning" me the whole nitz, toking abt their school, (NUS) how hard to get As. Jus studying for the sake for studying as they going to get their Master, blah blah...Ask me wat you plan to do after N.S? Gping to start your own biz?? Blah Blah Blah....Can't stay it man....They gone through N.S but yet can't see any maturity in them nor that know whats in need of the trend,rather then themselves, can't they see that they are being self-centre? Haiz...How i wish i can really go oversea to study and catch up the time with them, and prove them wrong. Haiz...Jus hope the fees and budget when i work out at the end of the year , my parent can fork out...If not, i really wun't know what to do...=(

ChinaBlack

2005-02-12T04:42:00.000+08:00

ChinaBlack BASH~!...NUS Biz BASH?? i think so...Many jus reach home...feel so tired...It's been a long long time since i really club? Hmm...Anyway, went down with ah-hua and his bro's friends. They are quiet fun loving people. Sporty and sure know how to dance, unlike hua, haiz stone and jus drink, doesn't dance much. Okie, here's the main point. Hmm saw a pink lady. I was looking at her the whole nitz, duno why but she jus catches my attention. At first tot she was alone, got chance to get to know her. Then saw her with few BENGS friends, i was like so sad. Must be an ah-lian~!...haiz...Nvm jus continue to dance, and party. But hua's friends hang ard the place where she and her friends were. I jus keep looking ard, taking a peep or so at her. *shy guy* Well later we head to the dance floor, and BOMB, jus as i know she's dancing next to me~!...Happy man...Hahaha....Dancing nxt to one another, shoulder to shoulder..hehehe..Hua's friends were keen to know them too..but but...mi dun dare to make any move..SHIT~!...Haiz...She was like dancing nxt to me for a couple of songs before she went back to her BENGS friends...I was like shy to know but now i regreted...Coz when she was dancing wif her girlfriends..she was talking in english.~! YEAH~! Chances are high she's not a LIANZ~!>..but Shy n not Balls me, dun dare to make any approach~!..Haiz..Haiz...Such a great chance, man man she sure look like my ex-gf..and also peiling~!..Haiz..Haiz..Haiz...FUn and Sad Day~!

2005-02-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

ARGH~!...My Aircorn spoilt.....shit...out of sudden it drip water and it isn't cold anymore....Kozzz...How worse my luck can be?..Jus lying on the bed watching amercian idol and the aircorn can spoilt out of sudden...yet to tell my dad & mum...Sure they will make a big fuss...Hmm...Today was such a long day tot could sleep early...looks not wun be a comfortable sleep for tonitz...Haiz..Haiz..Haiz...>Chinese New Year Somemore..

Help

2005-02-09T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hey, It's CHINESE NEW YEAR~!....Jus drove down to Far East Flora to get some flowers for my relatives....It's always cheaper after 12midnit...Thats when the sales and real buying starts..hehe...Oh yah went to little India Mustafa for alittle last min. shopping...It's amazing that it's very packed but not packed wif full of "XXX" but also got the Malays n Chinese...Hmm interesting experience...Anyway off to go sleep, tml still a long day..

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Chinatown

2005-02-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from Chinatown...well not that packed as i tot, but then the parking was a big problem. Lots of cars, tight turn here and there..Well okie back to the trip to Chinatown....As usual met ah-hua and went down, he wanna a "tao hua" but can't find any that are really good so end up we two sharing money to buy prawn crackers, coz i wanna buy? hehe but got discount if buy more....Oh yah afterwhich we drove down to Thomson Road for the Far East Flora. They have alot of variety and somemore also some flowers for the valentine day. They are sure prepare man, got this icy cold room that store all those flowers...Nice man, *suggestion, got GF must bring here down*...Hmm Well...tml going's be chinese new yr, hope that Yr of Chicken, would be good for mi this little fatty pig~~~~

2005-02-07T03:23:00.000+08:00

Sunday...Being spring cleaning my room for the whole day...Hehehe..kinda of felt gulity..nothing much i can help with the cleaning up of the whole house...coz my room is kinda of in a mess...Anyway things are now much in place. Hmm...oh yah while spring cleaning, kinda of read up some of the letters my friends gave me, from birthday cards to postcards, etc...and also ex-gf letter..hehehe..duno seem like time passes very fast. Felt i have yet gone through much and i'm getting OLD~! argh. Went to meet up wif Cal jus now, toking cock as usual..hmm..Man miss poly life think i could have enjoy more and be wild. Tml going ECP again, haiz boring army party with so many guys. Oh yah one questions, HOW DO I WIDEN MY SOCIAL LIFE? comments?

2005-02-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

ECP Trip....It's sure a hot day cycling at ECP, but it was a good work out. Too slack in army that really don't work out...hehehe...Hmm Well had lunch at ECP; prepared by jin hua wif his hard work and sweat, egg mayo & ham wif chesese sandwhich...Not bad...but then pepper too strong..hahaha...paiseh hua, you put in effort yet i still comment, but then too be a good chef you have to expect all sort of comments..hmm..after which drove down to farmart at Lim Chu Kang to check out some pets and animals, saw a few puppies plus goats. Off again to Thomas Plaza to have a feast, everyone were superb hungry after a day work out. Especially sharon? Hahaha....BIG BOWL of porridge...hehe..Well nice meal...coz it make everyone of us full. AFterwhich, it's chill out session. Headed down to Clark Quay, and to TCC. Hmm duno felt that maybe a bar would be better, with good music and BABES?hahaha...Well thats about it for today....seem like alot of driving....Hmm...but really makes everyone of us really tired. Jinhua, Dawn, Sharon ain't sure you reading this. We should work out more often, our next trip...To the ZOO okie??...hahaha oh yah one day must you girls doll up and we chill out at some COOL place~! Alright!

2005-02-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hey, jus manage to get this new skin. Just like it at first glance...Have the mystic feeling jus as what i like..hahaha..being serective?Hmm..okie now going toi prepare to go out liao..cya all..cycling trip here i come..

It's Getting NEAR to CNY...and ...and...

2005-02-05T02:23:00.000+08:00

Today it's really a long day for me, book out in the afternoon wif half day off went to eat wif my campmates talk abit and drove his car home. Hmm...after which go home got changed and out i go. Met hua for watch shopping, bought the watch but it was $300 bucks though the retail price is $378 but jus tat saw two watches at KC cheaper by almost half i really felt abit pain but then i got what i wanna, an Amarni watch~!..YEAH?~!?..hehee...after which went home got the car n drove to dawn's place, as usual she's jus WOKE up?hehehe...Then meet jac n have coffee at Lot 1...Hmm....fun, chatting about working life, they while i tok about my N.S life...Hmm..Man jus people jus hate growing up with the stress..but then....gotta change your view to make life better...Take it as a challenge knowing...Hmmm Have a good conversation with dawn n jac...should have this more often...rather then so much CRAPS...hehehe..hope u two are seeing this..Hmm...oh yah then hua bud came down after his work..hahaha...can't help but to laff....met him in the afternoon and later again in the nitz..Daman Gay sia..hahaha...but he's my good bud still...oh yah gotta sleep..tml ECP..cycling trip...Hmm..luv the Sea~!...

Sunny

2005-01-30T15:03:00.000+08:00

Hey man..i'm still daman confuse n duno how to find the SKINS that my dawnie mei said~!..Hey hey hey..where do i get it??Hmm..help~!!....Oh yah friday hair dye of jinhua was not really very successful..but then still has color...Hmm..nxt time got chance will make sure HE HAS RED HAIR~!!...hahaha..*evil grinz*...Hmm..Oh yah..chinese new yr will be soon there...hahaha...Oh yah that means valetine day also...shucks..no date yet..Hmm...Anyway those that are couples be happy u have one...cherish them...Life is fragile...I was reading yesterday newspaper, about a person having brain tumor and dying soon, writing his blog everyday..sharing his knowledge and experience with people. Up till the last day he live, when he knows his time is up....Life is full of so many unknown, one gotta understanding one set-back in your life cannot afford to bring your whole person down....If not you ain't living your life to the fullest and enjoying LIFE.....

It's Friday

2005-01-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

Having to take two days off from my army really make mi feel more refresh and more like a normal human being. Haiz, my these 1 year plus of army life really seen alot and gone "abit" compare to those combat personal (implying to ah-hua)...Hmm well yesterday went ikea for a walk, well seem like i gotta save up some money and change my room decos, it's like ages since any changes had been done, saw a carpet thats really nice but ain't sure how can it be put into my small bedroom..haiz...K now jus waiting for ah-hua to come and dye his hair for him. Hope it's a success~!