Have you ever like you for what you are at one time? And during that time, you started to change and u hate that change in yourself no matter how hard to try not to change but change had taken place. You are not what you like for as what you are at that last time. May the change be good or bad, it still changes you. You have to learn the change and like the change in yourself, a brand new self doesn't mean you throw away your old self but it actually allows you to learn more and be open.

Have you ever plan for your life? From knowing where you wanna study, to what work you wanna work, to what age u wanna get married? Make it simple, how about daily planning? Study in the morning, Noon lunch with your best friends and after which a shopping trip and dinner with your bf/gf at some posh resturant and a chill out session at some quiet romantic bar? Planning in your life is so important, but how many times you plan actually comes out what you wanna be? Life is so unpredictable, planning can be a mistake, but if not planning it is also a huge mistake coz you live life once, so living it to the fullest require you to plan.

Well, ones need to plan and stay felxible about changes that occured daily in your life. May it be short or long, living daily require one to be open but yet focus and knowing what they need to do. I suppose i'm in this state, changes, changes, fast and can't plan anything but i suppose i need to learn this theory...Despite i know this theory, i can't make myself believe it. Sad but fact. This is part of growing up.

A test on strait times today n the result for me,

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html