What a NITZ~! (Friday) i mean...hahaa...Met up gerald for fishing~! i meant a daman good fishing trip. Heee..Kinda of like fishing more and more. To some is maybe a sport, or a waste of a time. But i guess for mi it was entertaining and relax. My lifestyle right now is constantly busy and packed wif part-time studies, catching up wif friens, clubbing, etc etc...Fishing jus give a different kinda of experience, getting dirty knowing how to fish and where to fish, so many studie, chim..chim. We went bedok jetty for fishing...It was nice n windly...Daman cold sia the brezz~!!..And guess what? thunder storm~! WTF...we got caught and had to set up a temp. shelter with groundsheet. Daman funny, wif gerald trying to fix it up and making it a good shelter...Hahaha and after the rain, gerald was in LUCK~! He caught 3 fishes in a row, and the last catch was not bad quiet a "BIG" one tat u can cook and eat...hehe...Really had fun, too bad he is going to army soon, if not can asked him to go fishing again. All the best to him in army, and hope he get into some good unit so we can had more fishing trip~!...Hmm...and Nice chatting n toking wif him...

My Wish list

No in Order...

1)Laptop (Nec, Samsung, Fujitsu)
2)Shirt(Raoul, Zara, Topshop)
3)Pants(Project Blood Bro, Zara, Topshop)
4)Shoes(J-WEST)
5)Plain T-Shirt(U2)
5)Perfume(Hugo Boss)
6)Sofa(For my room)
7)LCD T.V 20"(For my room)
8)Camera (Lomo)
9)Films for my Polaroid n Hoga Cam

Finally i can breath some fresh AIR~! My project for my franchise cert had jus finished~! YEAH~! Can't believe what i saw other groups had done for this project. I can say that they actually put in ALOT of effort compare to my group. BUT theirs very wordly ours are simple and straight. Hahaa jus wanna make myself feel better, anyway it's all over.(Really feel much better) Gonna go Zouk this WED for Mambo to party~! hee

^Thoughts: I was thinking through one of my friend favor QUOTE: " In this world, god is unfair, Why some people have the good things while some don't? In this world, never treat people good coz they won't repaid you or feel grateful also as they will forget it soon. In this world, when someone helps you, he/she has a motive, it's not as simple as helping as he/she will want some returns back." How true can all these statement be true? In my opinion, i won't agree fully maybe 25% is really true, that those ppl around me r like that. I won't take that possiblility away. Everyone may have their own thinking, but having such thought wun't make life diffcult? Looking things too deep isn't a good things especially when it comes to such things. I as a deep thinker also find that looking into such stuff is jus a torture coz no one can control wat the other party is actually thinking. Why not jus enjoy yourself? Being taken advantage can be also good, i firmly believe in helping others but not wanting returns. But then can be void with so many "hypo" ppl, but i'm sure they cover minority of those that r around. *I HOPE*

What a boring week~! This whole week is so boring~! Argh. First got my exam on monday, which i think i gonna flunk it. Alot of questions i duno how to answer, all write craps. Heee Gonna do badly, cannot take it. First exam paper that i took without any confident at all, but i think thats becoz i didn't really put in effort to study hehee. Can't blame anyone but myself, for being too slack and heck care.

Haiz, now rushing for project which gonna submit nxt week. Almost everyday at home doing and researching, not LIFE~! *sobz* haiz...not living my life to the fullest this week. Nxt week must start planning daily stuff to keep myself busy.

Well, yesterday went Zouk, MAMBO~! Hahah, fun man. Really enjoy myself~! Went with my campmates, BMT campmates, Calvin~!, Delvin, etc. Well i had been to so many different clubs, only zouk mambo can really make me feel happy and having fun~! Hehe, unlike other clubs the feeling is so different, you jus natural wanna have fun and enjoy the whole nitz, drinking, dancing, toking cock and relaxing.

Have you ever like you for what you are at one time? And during that time, you started to change and u hate that change in yourself no matter how hard to try not to change but change had taken place. You are not what you like for as what you are at that last time. May the change be good or bad, it still changes you. You have to learn the change and like the change in yourself, a brand new self doesn't mean you throw away your old self but it actually allows you to learn more and be open.

Have you ever plan for your life? From knowing where you wanna study, to what work you wanna work, to what age u wanna get married? Make it simple, how about daily planning? Study in the morning, Noon lunch with your best friends and after which a shopping trip and dinner with your bf/gf at some posh resturant and a chill out session at some quiet romantic bar? Planning in your life is so important, but how many times you plan actually comes out what you wanna be? Life is so unpredictable, planning can be a mistake, but if not planning it is also a huge mistake coz you live life once, so living it to the fullest require you to plan.

Well, ones need to plan and stay felxible about changes that occured daily in your life. May it be short or long, living daily require one to be open but yet focus and knowing what they need to do. I suppose i'm in this state, changes, changes, fast and can't plan anything but i suppose i need to learn this theory...Despite i know this theory, i can't make myself believe it. Sad but fact. This is part of growing up.

A test on strait times today n the result for me,

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

Been, counting down when i can finish my army days. 10 more weeks for me to start clearing my leave with some M.C. This army life i living now is really making me crazy, with all the political and hypocrite people, haiz, words-action have to be careful. One wrong step, you will be stab behind. I suppose it's everywhere when u are in the working word. I just need a short vacation to start fresh and feel more energized.


Now been booking out everyday, jus like any other 8-5pm job, but i really discover 24 hours a day really limits what you can do each day. One can spent 8 hours sleeping and left with 16 hrs left and most of it is used it for working and the remaining 8 hrs is what you can spent on yourself. I really starting to feel the impact that each day one have to really know how to live it to the fullest. Many would said planning ahead is good, i agree also, but i had to say, one have to plan each day also rather then the future, each day makes up your future.