I start asking myself, am i that stubborn? Really stubborn to the core? Well the answer is YES!..I suppose i'm a person that i believe in my tot too much and strong that i dun take in advices and guide line even i do know they can help me and improve me in alot of ways. I just can't seem to break the barrier of being "that STUBBORN". I suppose i need to bring myself down and learn to be more felxible and relax, and that tense up to make myself in situation that i will be "stubborn" rather to open idea. Stubborn itself can be a good thing and a bad thing jus that a balance is required to make everything seem fine. I just have to learn and know that, facts of life. But one thing for i gain this time ard, be it lust/like/love is blind. Too many things u can't see or you jus seeing the wrong things . Many of your friens or when you can actually stand in your frien shoes to look back. You'll know why they know and why they say. Everything has it's cover up, it's jus to see that do you have the ablity to remove the cover and look it as a whole...(p/s: i will carry on with my life, it ain't hard but it also ain't simple. Know it sound weird, but isn't that life? Always making one confuse at time and picking yourself up back to the where u wanna go and be?)