Every Other Morning...
Tuesday, July 19,

Tot it would be jus another Monday, feeling monday blue after recovering my sickness from sunday. Hmm..well nvm tot one sms could actually make me high and low. Confuse, Confuse and Confuse..Haiz...Friens tell mi to continue or give up is all up to me, true. But i cannot make a choice at all. I duno why. I felt i was been make used, and no interest, now things come back to sqaure one with attention wanted back for wat i gave. I agree with my frien i need to settle this "thingy" as soon as possible, tiring for me and maybe her? I really have lots of mix feeling, duno where i'm heading too..In Love? or I'm Lost? Not my usual self...I have really no idea anymore...I suppose jus wait and see..if She's mine, she will be. If she's never, she will never be. Even no matter how hard i try. I just give my best for what i know....

12:59 AM