Finally, i start jogging~! Hahaha, it's been a long time since i really jog. Like the kinda of feeling, while running i wasn't really thinking, this really makes mi feel more relax. Things around me doesn't seem so simple anymore, Changes had step in, Environment had changed. Everything seem more new, duno if it's a good thingy or a bad thingy. Hmm, after today's jogging, i feel like finding my true self. My old Raymond, know it's hard or unable to, as people do change as time pass. But i jus wanna to have the feeling of my old self, Knowing what i want, and how to acheive it. The raymond now, jus seek advice from others. I had lost my "self"? Or i had grow weaker, showing my weakness. Doubts on what i wanna do surface, and i can't handle them as i used to be. A change in me? ...=(

Today, happen that my unit gave us a half day off today and one day off tml. But then tml mi going back to work, jus to save the off when i really need; i had used up all my off if you don't know. Hope tml no boss is ard,hahaha. Okie, now for what happen today. Well i was back to Ngee Ann Poly,back to study. Back to register for a short course offer by them, Cert in Franchise Mgt (Biz Issue). Well the trip back was kinda of werid.

I was driving into the campus, and then duno where to park my car. Feeling kinda of lost, coz a new Blk 56 was there. It jus caught my eyes beside the Big Audit hall (i have no idea what the hall nxt to it call, i only know i grad in that building when i was finish building, so i have no idea what they call it). I was amazed, Np actually have a small garden? Hahaha, Big spaces and more tables for people to actually study. Haiz, why i didn't have those when i was studying therE? I paid for that stupid building afterall.Hahaha. While walking ard, i get all the werid stare and looked. Hmm, did i look old? Wrong dress code?(I was in lime green plain tee and kakis berms & a plain brown bag) Well, i have to say, most of the ppl do dress much better then my generation, more fashionable and daring. That would said, quiet alot of pretty girls compare to last time, as most know how to dress, but there is still those belong to the NERDY side.

Oh, One thing i wanna complain! Why now np can wear short pants and slipper to sch? Kozz, i was caught twice last time and paid SGD 50 for the offend of wearing shorts and slipper. Haiz, now NP knoe the fact as it makes no sense to control so much on the dress code for students..Haiz...so strict last time. Well it was a trip that bring back memories of my poly life. I went walking ard where i used to hang and study. Hmm....Happiest time in my life...It will always be....Gonna meet them this sunday nitz.

My polymate jus gave birth to her second child a BOY~! Hmm.. well my polymates (some, not all were there) went to visit her and her family. Hehee..She held this buffet thingy, kinda of weird...hehe..Well she still maintin her body weight well, didn't grow fat as what i expect but maybe jus a small small tummy. Thats all u can see. Well Long catching up with my poly mates..these are the batch that we gone through thick and shit during poly yr 1 & 2. Hehehe..Two poly gathering within two days, really exhaust me. But then some of those polymates ain't around, kinda of miss all of them. The so call 9 Gang last time in poly. Eat, Study, Slack almost all together. Now only Calvin and me met up most often, maybe joelle if she happens to be in SG. Hmm..

Atter a tiring day, thnx to my beloved calvin. He dragged me to Mdm Wong.It was an eye opening for me as the girls are really weird and wild? hehe..I admit i club alot but never see such act that girls approach and asked for drinks treat. Jus weird...for me...and then it's a sunday, didn't expect ppl will go club. Well Mdm wong still have small crowds even though i had left early, haiz..Clubbing, i guess once in a wild is okie. I jus over-shot and went too often...

Just want a long holiday break...Oh yah by the way, who said i'm looking for a Gf? Kozzz...I'm wanna a golf license now then GF..hahaha...

Jus came back from clubbing, MoMo, the new club in town. Kinda of weird, the music there is not constant, maybe thats due to 4 DJ. Well, from RnB to Trance to Top 40 and last by not least RETRO~!...hahaha..but Mostly are RnB. Hmm, the place ain't that big like last time Mdm Wong II nor SOS. Hmm half of the size, but the girls there erm rather rough and tough. Pushing their way through around and well sexy dress? hehehe. A good experience, as it was free entry for me to went in. All thnx to my frien: XXXXXX. Hee..

Oh yah, had a gathering with my polymates yr 3. Hmm not bad, catching up and toking cock at Labyrinth. Everyone seem like knowing what they will be doing after ORD or working. Guys are going to disrupt to go into Local Uni,(SMU) some getting their ACCA. Haiz, local uni, dun even know if i can get in with my kinda of poly results..but then only 1 major for 3 to 4 years, worth it? One thing i felt was the passion and fire within myself was dying, not more determined, fighting spirit and planning. Haiz, duno if it's N.S or i have change really to the wrose. Hmm well gotta pick myself up, tml's a better day. Hmm...Thats it for my saturaday weekend.

(P/S: oh yah shewlyn, i will post my blog as often as i can...Hope your driving goes well)

I was looking at my c.d rack, didn't know i actually bought so much jazz c.ds, hahaha. Suddenly, i just had the crave to listen, i pick one and played. It was Camomile -Extra...A very nice vocal singer, you ca't said she's a jazz singer, but i like her vocal; clear and strong. Some songs that she re-sang from other artist really bring her vocal power. Hmm, It jus gave mi a boast and energy to my life, been slacking, hehee. I would recommend u all to get her C.D. Camomile - Extra - Emi Fujita or her old album, Blend. Don't give it a miss, if u trust my taste my music. Many may find it bored and sleeply, but i simply love it~!