Sunday, February 27,
Chill out session at Wine Bar, Zouk. Think i'm in luv with that place. Get to have first free drinks, one for one, got babes. Hehee, Wat else can you asked for? Jus paid $2 bucks for parking...Hmm think it's worth it. A favour hang out place for Jinhua and me at the moment. Hmm oh yah, today went down with my parents to get the car thingy done. Gonna get the new car in end March or April. Duno, after test driving it seem like ain't that good compare to my dad's current one, even it's jus a bit bigger in terms of car CC. Well as long as my dad's happy, think got car to drive is good enough, better don't complain that much. Oh yah yet to discuss with my mum about oversea studies, stress~!!...Argh after getting a car, with loan ain't sure my plans for oversea studies will be affected. Abit scared, but then if really able to go i must really study hard and not play hard. Gotta be MATURE, show to jinhua to see..Hehehe...Going to sleep, tml morning need to do research on oversea studies in aussie. Haiz, the sch fees, cost of living, blah blah....Zzzz
3:40 AM
Saturday, February 26,
Going out soon, going to test drive a new toyota car, yeah~!...hehehe...Really wanna wacKED it...hahhaa..coz mi dun really like it..hehhe would wanna a madaz 3 compare to a collora...haiz..but then it's dad's buying not me, so jus going there to give advice and help bargain. Oh yah, yesterday went car hunting with my camp friens. It was a eye opening trip, to see those amazing big house in bukit timah, i never expect that they were THAT big with some cool and nice cars. Jus wonder, singaporeans are daman rich, able to afford so much stuff in such an expensive country. I wonder when can i be one? Man, really wanna get RICH~! ahhahaa...Hmm oh this car thingy got one problem, i yet to discuss with my parents about going oversea to study. Ain't sure if money would be a factor, going to do some research on the expenses. Been asking around, to go UQ one mth expenses would cause about SGD$1050. Haiz...Jus hope i'm able to go oversea for studies, really wanna experience it maybe it be good or bad. It's once in a life time, but then families and friends are my concern...Will miss them? Haiz...Wish mi all the best that i can really leave this country for a break. Kinda of disappointed in SG gov, being inside N.S. really show me how gov really work. Haiz....Wanna a break from this place man!
2:28 PM
Sunday, February 20,
Today went to meet up wif my some of my old pals. Daman long didn't get to see them or talk cock. Also to check up on him if he's alright with the break off wif Gf on v-day. Haiz...Valentine Day. Wonders how many couple would actually quarrel or break off on such a day? Hmm...Well we were talking about BGR, meeting the one you like, giving guys/girls a chance, waiting for the right one, phobia of being hurt or hurting others, wasting each other time, commitment, how to love a person,etc. Hmm...all these factors to me, i jus summarized it as The courage to love someone...I guess this is suppose to be the most important factor compare to the rest. In such a world that we living in, BGR seem to be more to BREAD then LUV. I feel it shitty, but thats a fact. Family, Relatives, Friends, Colleagues, are influences to your love life alot. It's wat they wanna your Bf to be, Comparing wif other girls or boys friends how each of them treat their Gf/bf. Hmm, they wun have the courage to really love someone that in that heart. Tiring of giving loving, so end up being love only, and not loving someone is sad. I dun seem to understand people can stay attach with someone with jus been luv and not luving that someone that luv you so much. I do know u can't judge how much a person luv you deeply, but isn't it cheating yourself that you actually in luv? Or maybe getting into a BGR is IN, dun wish to lose out to friends ard you that are all attached? or maybe some other reasons. Why can't jus really have the courage to love someone and yourself? Hmm...Isn't life with love? Or maybe Life with bread? Just for the sake of living?...I pity those..
3:38 AM
Monday, February 14,
Happy Valentine Day~! And Friendship Day~!...Hmm as usual, a lonely Valentine day for me. No date for me. Haiz, can't remb how i spent my V-day last year. But seem like every year v-day it's like spending alone, can't imagine that down a few more years i would be 25, and if this would to happen i think i might join SDU. Hardly get to know any "good" girls. Too many party girls, that u cab't really find or meet up with one thats "good" but then also one that you have feeling for. Hmm...Well last weekend gotta to meet up wif my Kuzz. HAiz not a pleasant gathering. Maybe becoz most of them are from J.C, while i'm from poly my dress code and hair style seem to be more FASHION according to them. They kept "suaning" me the whole nitz, toking abt their school, (NUS) how hard to get As. Jus studying for the sake for studying as they going to get their Master, blah blah...Ask me wat you plan to do after N.S? Gping to start your own biz?? Blah Blah Blah....Can't stay it man....They gone through N.S but yet can't see any maturity in them nor that know whats in need of the trend,rather then themselves, can't they see that they are being self-centre? Haiz...How i wish i can really go oversea to study and catch up the time with them, and prove them wrong. Haiz...Jus hope the fees and budget when i work out at the end of the year , my parent can fork out...If not, i really wun't know what to do...=(
7:21 PM
Saturday, February 12,
ChinaBlack BASH~!...NUS Biz BASH?? i think so...Many jus reach home...feel so tired...It's been a long long time since i really club? Hmm...Anyway, went down with ah-hua and his bro's friends. They are quiet fun loving people. Sporty and sure know how to dance, unlike hua, haiz stone and jus drink, doesn't dance much. Okie, here's the main point. Hmm saw a pink lady. I was looking at her the whole nitz, duno why but she jus catches my attention. At first tot she was alone, got chance to get to know her. Then saw her with few BENGS friends, i was like so sad. Must be an ah-lian~!...haiz...Nvm jus continue to dance, and party. But hua's friends hang ard the place where she and her friends were. I jus keep looking ard, taking a peep or so at her. *shy guy* Well later we head to the dance floor, and BOMB, jus as i know she's dancing next to me~!...Happy man...Hahaha....Dancing nxt to one another, shoulder to shoulder..hehehe..Hua's friends were keen to know them too..but but...mi dun dare to make any move..SHIT~!...Haiz...She was like dancing nxt to me for a couple of songs before she went back to her BENGS friends...I was like shy to know but now i regreted...Coz when she was dancing wif her girlfriends..she was talking in english.~! YEAH~! Chances are high she's not a LIANZ~!>..but Shy n not Balls me, dun dare to make any approach~!..Haiz..Haiz...Such a great chance, man man she sure look like my ex-gf..and also peiling~!..Haiz..Haiz..Haiz...FUn and Sad Day~!
4:42 AM
Tuesday, February 8,
Jus came back from Chinatown...well not that packed as i tot, but then the parking was a big problem. Lots of cars, tight turn here and there..Well okie back to the trip to Chinatown....As usual met ah-hua and went down, he wanna a "tao hua" but can't find any that are really good so end up we two sharing money to buy prawn crackers, coz i wanna buy? hehe but got discount if buy more....Oh yah afterwhich we drove down to Thomson Road for the Far East Flora. They have alot of variety and somemore also some flowers for the valentine day. They are sure prepare man, got this icy cold room that store all those flowers...Nice man, *suggestion, got GF must bring here down*...Hmm Well...tml going's be chinese new yr, hope that Yr of Chicken, would be good for mi this little fatty pig~~~~
2:06 AM
Monday, February 7,
Sunday...Being spring cleaning my room for the whole day...Hehehe..kinda of felt gulity..nothing much i can help with the cleaning up of the whole house...coz my room is kinda of in a mess...Anyway things are now much in place. Hmm...oh yah while spring cleaning, kinda of read up some of the letters my friends gave me, from birthday cards to postcards, etc...and also ex-gf letter..hehehe..duno seem like time passes very fast. Felt i have yet gone through much and i'm getting OLD~! argh. Went to meet up wif Cal jus now, toking cock as usual..hmm..Man miss poly life think i could have enjoy more and be wild. Tml going ECP again, haiz boring army party with so many guys. Oh yah one questions, HOW DO I WIDEN MY SOCIAL LIFE? comments?
3:23 AM
Sunday, February 6,
ECP Trip....It's sure a hot day cycling at ECP, but it was a good work out. Too slack in army that really don't work out...hehehe...Hmm Well had lunch at ECP; prepared by jin hua wif his hard work and sweat, egg mayo & ham wif chesese sandwhich...Not bad...but then pepper too strong..hahaha...paiseh hua, you put in effort yet i still comment, but then too be a good chef you have to expect all sort of comments..hmm..after which drove down to farmart at Lim Chu Kang to check out some pets and animals, saw a few puppies plus goats. Off again to Thomas Plaza to have a feast, everyone were superb hungry after a day work out. Especially sharon? Hahaha....BIG BOWL of porridge...hehe..Well nice meal...coz it make everyone of us full. AFterwhich, it's chill out session. Headed down to Clark Quay, and to TCC. Hmm duno felt that maybe a bar would be better, with good music and BABES?hahaha...Well thats about it for today....seem like alot of driving....Hmm...but really makes everyone of us really tired. Jinhua, Dawn, Sharon ain't sure you reading this. We should work out more often, our next trip...To the ZOO okie??...hahaha oh yah one day must you girls doll up and we chill out at some COOL place~! Alright!
2:06 AM